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yenaldlosi
I
wonder
about
my
family
sometimes
.
Not
my
wife
and
daughters
,
whom
I
know
at
least
well
enough
,
but
the
ones
a
little
further
back
in
time
.
Some
nights
I
have
some
crazy
dreams
.
Sometimes
makes
me
wonder
if
the
rumors
about
a
group
of
unclaimed
cousins
on
the
Din
é
side
of
the
family
aren't
true
.
I
dreamed
I
was
a
coyote
on
the
edge
of
some
town
,
curled
up
at
the
foot
of
a
drive
-in
movie
theater
screen
.
No
cars
in
the
lot
,
just
coyotes
.
Some
sleeping
,
some
watching
the
movie
.
I
could
see
the
projection
booth
was
rolling
but
i
had
my
back
to
the
screen
where
i
was
and
was
watching
the
others
.
No
barking
,
no
howling
,
no
speaking
.
Just
occasional
nods
and
those
weird
dog
-smiles.
and
then
i
woke
up
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