medicate
daxle
For
the
first
time
in
what
feels
like
a
long
time
I
miss
the
constant
option
of
downing
something
that
would
make
me
forget
how
bad
I
feel
.
I
miss
having
something
that
stops
me
from
even
wondering
what's
wrong
with
me
.
Never
having
to
worry
about
when
it
would
wear
off
because
there
was
always
more
.
Always
something
different
.
How
could
you
tell
me
to
find
happiness
from
within
myself
while
you
mixed
up
my
latest
medication
?
I
guess
you
weren't
so
perfect
.
000210
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from