i_forgot peyton I forgot who I was. I can't tell if I'm glad; or if I want to remember. I know I'm normal now. But somehow I feel like I'm dead. 120606 ... unhinged and now that three_words is busted ive been pushing the from button a lot digging up entire clusters of who i used to be one memory from so long ago that all i have left now was the joy of it, turning around and seeing his face, his underbite, his smile, not giving a damn that there was animosity between him and some of the other people i was with, running into his arms. my first_love well the first one even mildly reciprocated in_the_wake_of_lamentable_tides tsunamis of regret i am latching onto that photographic_memory thanks_blather 120606 what's it to you? who go blather from