i_always_do_this
Jenna
I
say
to
myself
, "
This
time
I'll
do
what
I
need
to
do
."
"
This
time
I
won't
fuck
it
up
."
And
so
the
mantra
goes
.
But
the
outcome
is
always
the
same
.
020214
...
blown cherry
:)
020214
...
ilovepatsajak
tell
myself
i
am
a
loser
if
the
light
turns
yellow
before
i
get
all
the
way
past
.
if
the
minute
doesn't
change
in
these
five
seconds
then
...but
i
always
give
an
extra
second
if
it's
to
my
advantage
swallow
my
gum
if
he
doesn't
call
me
in
ten
minutes
then
it
means
he
hates
me
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from