do_i_need_you_to_make_me_real silly girl i'm_nobody 051020 ... unhinged probably not do_i_need_you_to_make_me_happy probably so as much as people have tried to argue with me there is a hole in my heart gaping and aching when i find myself alone even through the drugs the hustle the court dates the nasty words the promises unfulfilled there was part of me completed (the part that gapes and aches) when i had him to sit at the kitchen table drink, smoke, play cards, bullshit with 110419 ... random Sisters of Mercy fan i don't exist when_you_don't_see_me 110419 ... bethany. i need you because i love you, not i love you because i need you. he made real parts of me, and parts of me became real because of him. 110420 what's it to you? who go blather from