a_premonition somebody sometimes it surges within me, this inexplicable inspiration to... well... i'm not sure what but it surges, this feeling, this drive, and i am reminded of something ancient, something currently unknown to me yet that i have known, that i will know again, though when, i know not, perhaps not now, perhaps not soon, perhaps not here, not in this incarnation, but in another, for it is a destiny, that is what the surge tells me when it comes, my cynicisms vanish, my fears dissolve into naught, my loneliness abates... this strange Will, it is a harbinger of some personal future that thus far cannot be seen cannot be sensed but is coming nevertheless this future of mine that is coming alwaysthemore 080121 ... somebody yes, no, maybe so. a trinity of answers is all i see 080121 what's it to you? who go blather from