save_me_from_myself tessa thought patterns stuck in a groove playing over and over one phrase one word one look they don't care they've moved on they're over it I care more and more as they care less and less they've forgotten and I can't think of anything else spiralling down endless analysis and deconstruction how do I get past this? how do I snap out? why did they do that? what made me say that? what did he mean? was I wrong? what should I do? what are they thinking now? how can I fit this into my schema of me? what happens now? 040507 ... ethereal save me from you. 040507 what's it to you? who go blather from