i_want_to_cry sigh really really really I do more than anything in the world. but I just fucking can't, and it sucks, because it feels like I'll die if I don't. so, what the fuck? I guess I'll just go to bed and stare at the ceiling. 040920 ... Jen don't concentrate on doing it. Just let it happen. If that still doesn't work, take mushrooms and sit outside 041106 ... mourninglight induced tears leave me feeling guilty like I stole something 041106 what's it to you? who go blather from