shahla
jason is more than love
is a part of me

is beauty
is inspiration
is my hero

left me so long ago
but i still remember it all
as if it were one second ago

I'm so scared
what if I never feel that way again?
what am I gonna do?
010106
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jason I wrote that over a year ago.
It's been almost 2 years since Shahla.
Now I feel that way again.
and I'm still just as scared.

So I'm going to get drunk and cry about it, probably.
020119
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cube Some people are just doomed to relive history - continuously...
020119
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