jordan
cr0wl
she
stretched
herself
out
all
the
way
on
the
picnic
table
as
i
worked
on
her
report
card
.
her
face
inches
from
my
hands
.
i
had
exhausted
her
in
both
ski lessons
but
still
she
wanted
to
spend
every
moment
in
my
presence
,
just
as
she
did
in
the
morning
,
following
me
around
like
a
baby
goose
who
calls
mother
the
first
thing
that
moves.
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...
unhinged
prodigal_emotions_
there
was
a
freshman violinist
in
orchestra
when
i
was
in
grad_school
named
jordan
who
was
like
my
orchestra
brother
away
from
my
brother
.
i
harassed
the
shit
out
of
him
and
threw
back
all
my
snide
comments
about
the
jerks
that
sat
in
the
front
of
the
section
his
way
.
he
was
the
inspiration
for
naming
the
lead
character
in
prodigal_emotions ,
a
fictionalized version
of
my
actual
brother
.
i
saw
him
for
the
first
time
in
years
at
the
fresh_cut_collective
show
this
past
saturday
.
he
smiled
and
waved
across
the
bar
.
he
was
with
a
chick, presumably
his
girlfriend
,
so
i
just
stayed
put
and
smiled
and
waved
back
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
