i'm_sorry sawdust in your icecream what he said when i let out a small gasp of pain 011228 ... me "i'm sorry" is never enough to mend the pain somebody has put you through. "i'll make it up to you" just doesn't exist. it's just one of those things people say to remedy the situation. it doesn't have any meaning behind it. it doesn't mean a thing. it's just one of those things people say. like "i'm sorry"... 020626 ... Dane "these two simple words mean a lot to me. But only because when I say i'm_sorry it is an expression of my heartfelt regret for their situation. When another person says sorry to me, I assume they mean it in the same way I do until proven otherwise. Believing this allows me to get on with things." 020626 ... Sintina Matt, I'm sorry, I'll probably never stop being sorry for saying this but... It's over. Leave me alone. maybe...MAYBE oneday you and I will find our ways back to eachother IF we were truly meant to be. BUT that's for fate to decide. If it doesn't happen, then we weren't meant to be. End of story. Right now, you don't have a snowball's chance in hell. I don't even know why, but you don't. God, I'm so sorry. It's all my fault and I'm so sorry. Don't ever forgive me. Because I don't deserve it. You know I don't. You would give me EVERYTHING And for some reason, I don't want it. 020916 ... somniac So i'm planning to say these words to you. Because I do understand how much they mean to you. And it's such a small thing to say, even if I maybe don't mean it the way you would like me to. I'm sorry because something happened, which I was a part of, and it resulted in the current situation. I don't like the current situation, I don't want you to be mad at me, I wasn't trying to hurt you. If I could have done it in some other way that didn't make you angry then I wish I had done it that way. Trite, I know, but I said it because I care and I'm worried. I really am worried. 040614 ... pilgrim The Problem or Pain I Have caused You Has Already Occured And Is Therefore Immutable. I Only Meant To Say That I Did Not Do It On Purpose With Malice Or Forethought 040614 ... somniac not_my_turn 040824 ... uow for everything i write 040825 ... unhinged i can't say it anymore 040825 ... . hi, i cheated on you. not really. but yeah, i'm a disgusting pervert. filled my head with pretty teenage girls getting fucked. i love you, but i don't lust after you. i'm really sorry. i hate myself for it, but i just couldn't resist. sometimes i worry that i don't love you, that we're just together through habit. but i don't think that's true. i enjoy being with you. i enjoy having sex with you. i really do love you. sorry. 060326 ... somniac It is not my place to ask forgiveness or validation that i did the right thing. This is not the time to tell my side or give an explanation. This isn't even my story. I'm a minor character. I shouldn't even be here, this is not my space to write in. I'm sorry. 060707 ... Were still waiting to hear your story 061004 ... somniac it's all here 061212 ... somniac it's all here 061212 ... flux i can forgive most anything if i believe in your intention. don't abuse that, though. 061212 ... somniac i'm not going to apologise any more 070412 ... prue a stretch, perhaps, but it got your attention 070413 ... zedel I keep having dreams that you say sorry and ask me to forgive you they're getting more and more elaborate last night you made me a video 100121 what's it to you? who go blather from