mockerer_of_love phil I wish I didn't know now, I wish it wasn't true, I can close my eyes forever, I wish it would come back. I wish you never lied to me. I hate being alone. The torment just never stopped, it never changed, it never got better, I just couldn't see the past any longer. Something is in here, some horrible monster to destroy. And I can't help anyone out of it, I can't talk back. But it has a mind. 030706 ... phil parasite_of_happiness 030706 what's it to you? who go blather from