i_am_not pSyche "I am not afraid I am not alone I am not unhappy" I say this to myself Pounding it into my brain Maybe if I say it enough, it will be true. I am tired of life. I am tired of living up to everyone elses' standards. And every day feels more lonely more cold and more heart wrenchingly horrible than the one before. I am not going to cry. Not today. 041213 ... oneiros what you think i am... (unless your talented and have been calibrated) 041214 ... oE damn pSyche - feel better 041215 ... () (i isn't) 041216 ... monee i_ain't 041216 ... pSyche thanks oE, I will. Hehe, I am not really as depressed as I sound. well... at least I don't THINK so. 041216 what's it to you? who go blather from