what_made_you_die_inside_today
raze the man behind me spent fifteen minutes trying to bully his dog into moving her bowels, yelling, "come on! go poo!"

(it didn't work.)
251206
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raze wet_snow stinging my dominant hand and drastically diminishing my tolerance for the cold, putting a damper on what would have otherwise been some great moments with backyard_visitors this morning. 251209
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ovenbird Being forced to spend $22 on a foil pack of 10 Pokémon cards for my son’s hockey team’s holiday gift exchange. I don’t want to live in a world where this kind of insane extortion is possible. 251210
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ovenbird Attending a meeting in which it was, somehow, a requirement to read a three page mortgage document out loud for the board of directors. I will not be getting that time back and I'm very sad about it. 251211
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raze someone setting off firecrackers. at 9:45 in the morning. 260107
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raze waking_up to the sound of street racing for the six millionth time. 260114
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raze fifteen hours of ceaseless airplane noise. 260422
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raze another morning ruined by a man without a soul. 260517
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raze the sound of another healthy tree being maimed or murdered by a city without a soul. 260615
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raze having to listen to a group of children play "marco polo: the screamo edition" for five hours straight. 260704
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raze being bullied by a backhoe for four hours. 260821
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raze (make that eight hours. on a sunday.) 260823
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warmthofrelease After 3 grimacingly bad songs the PA system in the grocery store finally rotated around to a good one. Where_the_Streets_Have_No_Name. And they faded it out so obnoxiously disrespectfully early, not allowing the bass and keys to support with that final cadence over Edge's loop.

These_things_really_matter_to_me.

I missed half the track anyway, having left my wallet in the car. So after they cruelly chopped the ending I had to give it a run in the car on the way home, at a proper volume, with more respectable speakers, and with my harmonies delivered with as much passion as my voice had left at the end of the day.

I had to save my own life.
260827
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raze deciding on a whim to submit something to HAD on the off chance that they might want to publish it, only to learn the submission window closed inside_of_sixty_seconds.

yeah. not doing that again.
260902
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raze getting blasted by forty-eight low_flying_planes in the space of about five minutes.

(i counted.)
260911
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raze realizing i don't even have the energy to sneeze. 260913
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raze getting bit by a mosquito in bed. 261004
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