soothe
raze
three
pairs
of
glasses
.
all
with
prescription
lenses.
and
not
one
of
them
will
show
me
what
i
want
to
see
.
i
gather
my
guts
from
the
back
seat
of
a
parked
car
and
step
out
into
the
night
.
the
child
cries.
she
turns
her
back
on
her
mother
.
says
she's
left
me
for
someone
new
.
i
tell
her
she
wouldn't
be
the
first
.
i
moan
a
melody
to
slow
the
flow
of
studied
fiction
from
her
face
.
my
voice
is
syrup
and
sandpaper.
it
breaks
because
it
knows
no
lullaby
can
bear
this
sweet
surrender's
sigh
.
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who
go
blather
from