what_is_my_drug this should be rillian we talked, and there was a perfect sky behind you. a blue like the kind i made when i was five from too much paint. clouds that hung like cotton. pictures formed and when you spoke about how life was your drug i stopped seeing images and began to remember my dreams. what is my drug? 031026 ... shadow le crowl drug is a strange looking word. d r u g ew. fuck. 031026 ... this should be rillian i think my drug is to just peel away the surface. take off the mask. everyone is afraid of their own life. i want to scratch away the paint i have covered myself with. 031026 ... lotuseater cannabis!!!!!!!!!! gotta love it 031026 ... a drug ridden amy it's obvious to me that you've got a lot of drugs in the bag. 031026 ... misstree newness sensation laughter intensity pride 031211 ... sans nom the edge 031211 ... MDogMA looking back at the edge 031211 ... Cicero I like the sound of that Indian instrument I can't pronounce the name of or even want to when I asked him What language is spoken here? He said Hindi. And I said okay. That's good. Then there was wine Good wine I think I would not know the difference. My chicken was spicy and So was the conversation eventually And I missed half my show To catch all of this one. Then I ran the wrong way In my borrowed jacket To catch my girl and my show Neither of which I wanted to miss. I got there in time to catch half I thought this OK. There was a husband and wife From Dublin playing together Newly married She was beautiful And I thought them very lucky To be in such harmony. There was a girl standing Near me enough to count her beads And I thought her beautiful And of strangely of kin Because we were the only ones Under fifty. 041106 ... carpe ignis you are i didnt particularly mind you when we first got close then slowly subtley im becoming addicted to you...... it's all psychological but i want you....a little more you want me too....a lot more "we're all morally flexible and we're all psychologically impaired." 041107 ... lotuseater psychedelics... show me something amazing. 041129 ... lotuseater ECSTACY!!!!! dear god... X!! pure happy in pill! 041130 ... leiden Cocaine... The purest recesses of my psyche. My lovely addiction, I wish you to be mine, mine, mine... But I have none. 041130 ... Norm Women Violence Speed Sex Cocaine Marijuana Opium Mushrooms Ecstasy Acid Speed Peyote Mescaline 041201 ... Norm Oh and the long gone, and I guess almost forgotten, Alcohol. 041201 ... lotuseater man... i really like x. its kinda heavy.. hippyflip (check) candyflip (check) 3 days to get my head straight... 050402 ... Jarec salvia anyone? 060130 ... a new dreamer eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee E!!!!!! pure sensations. esctasy. 060130 ... flux "drugs are not the answer, but they can help you rephrase the question." 060131 ... flux i've been sober mod caffeine for more than six months.. 060221 what's it to you? who go blather from