what_are_we_doing
kali
"
What
are
we
doing
?"
she
murmurs,
as
she
spreads
her
hands
across
my
back
, mapping
every
inch,
pressing
her
lovely
face
into
my
shoulder
.
"
I
don't
know
",
is
the
only
thing
i
can
think
of
to
reply
,
as
i
hold
her
so
tightly
that
she
chokes,
and
the
photo
of
her
boyfriend
watches
us
from
the
desktop
next
to
her
bed
.
010830
...
silentbob
these
are
the
dreams
of
our
dying
past
this
is
the
moment
you
were
always
telling
me
you
were
waiting
for
that
is
my
hand
in
yours
those
noises
you
hear
are
the
cries
of
regrets
over
arguments
we
would
have
had
if
we
weren't
trying
so
hard
.
don't
forget
to
dream
.
010830
...
yesh
It's
just
a
blank
to
me
.
I
don't
even
know
if
it
is
to
you
.
011222
...
silentbob
shameless
ani
difranco
i
cannot
name
this
i
cannot
explain
this
and
i
really
don't
want
to
just
call
me
shameless
i
can't
even
slow
this
down
let
alone
stop
this
and
i
keep
looking
around
but
i
cannot
top
this
if
i
had
any
sense
i
guess
i'd
fear
this
i
guess
i'd
keep
it
down
so
no
one
would
hear
this
i
guess
i'd
shut
my
mouth
and
rethink
a
minute
but
i
can't
shut
it
now
'
cuz
there's
something
in
it
we're
in
a
room
without
a
door
and
i
am
sure
without
a
doubt
they're
gonna
wanna
know
how
we
got
in
here
and
they're
gonna
wanna
know
how
we
plan
to
get
out
we
better
have
a
good
explanation
for
all
the
fun
that
we
had
'
cuz
they
are
coming
for
us
,
babe
and
they
are
going
to
be
mad
yeah
they're
going
to
be
mad
at
us
this
is
my
skeleton
this
is
the
skin
it's
in
that
is
according
to
light
and
gravity
i'll
take
off
my
disguise
the
mask
you
met
me
in
'
cuz
i
got
something
for
you
to
see
just
gimme
your
skeleton
give
me
the
skin
it's
in
yeah
baby
,
this
is
you
according
to
me
i
never
avert
my
eyes
i
never
compromise
so
never
mind
the
poetry
i
gotta
cover
my
butt
'
cuz
i
covet
another
man's
wife
i
gotta
divide
my
emotions
into
wrong
and
right
then
i
get
to
see
how
close
i
can
get
to
it
without
giving
in
then
i
get
to
rub
up
against
it
till
i
break
the
skin
rub
up
against
it
till
i
break
the
skin
they're
gonna
be
mad
at
us
thy're
gonna
be
mad
at
me
and
you
thy're
gonna
be
mad
at
us
and
all
the
things
we
wanna
do
just
please
don't
name
this
please
don't
explain
this
just
blame
it
all
on
me
say
i
was
shameless
say
i
couldn't
slow
it
down
let
alone
stop
it
and
say
you
just
hung
around
'
cuz
you
couldn't
top
it
020401
what's it to you?
who
go
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