terrified_of_being_cool unhinged you'll push me away back in the corner of your life you save for the everyday when the hot scene you lived and died for leaves you brittle you save me to cool the burn when the hot bitch you lived and died for leaves you scorched you save me to put out the torch you push me away back in the corner of your life you save for the everyday too cool to hold onto 070119 ... unhinged you put my faith into practice trying my patience again you put my faith into practice letting go before it even begins 070122 ... unhinged terrified_of_being_sweet you came up to me at work and put your arm around me, gave me a half_ass sideways hug. said 'you're my pal.' told me how good your girlfriend is at giving head. complained about work. 'thanks for listening.' 'anytime.' i'll make you dinner when you spend so much on your mom for mother's day you can't buy groceries. i'll get you high between the party and the show. i'll teach you anything you want to know about music, theory, history. i'll listen whenever you want to spout. and my heart will crack just a little more everytime i go home alone. 080530 ... unhinged no longer fearful someday you'll realize, probably too late, that i was everything you wanted. 091128 ... unhinged i'm cool. i play it cool. underneath i am fuming. but it's cool. i don't demand people to care about me. either you do or you don't. my laissez_faire policy about not shitting on me has led many guys i date to believe i am a 'low_maintainence' chick i.e. they don't have to respond to my text messages cause i am not the bitch that flips out about such things. i might be low maintainence but that doesn't mean i'm no maintainence asshole. the surface might be cool but underneath is a fire of passion of anger that heats the ice from the inside brittle ready to crack at any second 130918 ... no reason if you're too cool you're aloof if you're too friendly you're trying too hard life balance is difficult 130918 what's it to you? who go blather from