terrified_of_being_sweet unhinged such a fucking sweetheart i gave you everything and look where it got me pushed back into the corner quiet empty grasping i gave you everything and look where it got me terrified to tell you how i feel telling myself yet again it's better to have you this way than no way at all leaving you all the room you need huddled in the corner too sweet to speak 070119 ... unhinged you are getting married because her visa is expiring. the small part of me that still loves you felt betrayed by that. but if all my years of failed pseudo relationships have taught me anything it is i am not controlling enough to keep men in my life. too sweet to hold on when the dog is pulling on the leash 150611 what's it to you? who go blather from