a_list_of_things_i'm_likely_to_do Soma 1. cry 2. get a headache 3. show up early 4. offer to help 5. wash dishes 6. pet cats 7. write a list 8. check my calendar 9. use my time a way I didn't intend 10. die 221109 ... Soma Sleep in a bit Buy a conference ticket Log in to my work computer Eat a hot dog at lunch Take a shower Go to yoga Cry in the car Pay my bills Practice kanji Cook dinner Plan for the next day 231127 ... Soma Wake up early Lay in bed on my phone Read blather Forget what I dreamt Feed my cat Remember to take my meds Be reluctant to take my meds Take my meds Stare at the budget Comb my hair Put on clean clothes Brush my teeth Stand in front of the fireplace 231129 ... Soma click the "blather" button close my laptop remember something I forgot open my laptop and double check something close my laptop again regret i didn't change into my clean pajamas at noon when it was warm make ridiculous noises at my cat go to bed remember something I forgot get out of bed find the thing I forgot go back to bed 231130 ... Soma be cold turn the heaters on turn the heaters off be cold put more clothing on turn the fan on be cold turn the fan off 231201 ... Soma Feel old. Put on my brace. Contemplate the discomfort of clothing, versus the risk of being cold. Regret doing so many chores on the weekend. Regret not doing more chores on the weekend. 231202 ... Soma vomit a little brush my teeth eat some chocolate drink more fizzy water delete some emails procrastinate 231214 ... Soma Lay in bed. Wonder why I feel terrible, but continue to skip my meds when I know they help. Watch TV. Cry at a perfectly normal ad that seems sad. Think about taking my medicine. Swear I'll do better tomorrow. Contemplate writing an apology. Contemplate writing a real letter. Contemplate making a painting. Decide avoiding it all is better. Eat dinner. Go to sleep early. Wake up in the middle of the night and weep. Clean the house. Go back to sleep. 241114 ... Soma drink some tea. sit in a hot bath. put fuzzy socks on. refuse to talk while i'm sick. board an airplane. hug the person I love the most. be gone until february. 241208 what's it to you? who go blather from