calendar skyburst today is the eleventh of november it is remembrance day today 041111 ... nom i saw the calendar and it hurt 060727 ... tender_square as if i could snapshot a month and plan for every contingency which lay ahead. as if i could slash through passing days and convince myself that slight act meant more than movement for movement’s sake. as if i could watch the days count back in reverse order, pretending the hours therein had brimmed with intention and clarity. as if i could tear a sheet away and start anew, crush my troubles into a crumpled snowball and lob it against the sky. 220120 what's it to you? who go blather from