clarity kyla sleeping in trees, whistling with leaves, creaking with swings, and an ant. 020214 ... silentbob suddenly 020214 ... Freak clarity and closure don't exist. 020906 ... suicidalchinadoll of vision and of purpose. of your purpose for me, and I see with such clarity, the means you used to twist me. The rules you followed to force a feeling, and the rules you broke when you tried to fuck me against my will. the purity of my rage when discovering the source - and hearing the last year spoken back to me, hearing all my objections nullified by clever word-play. you're lucky you're across the country. and for now you get to keep your balls. 090707 ... Soma Sometimes after another round of insufferability after hitting the glass_ceiling_of_anxiety and breaking through . three things_you_see there's this blissful euphoria, this lucidity that arises and I can't quite explain . three things_you_hear how clean and pure and good all of existence suddenly becomes . three things_you_feel burdens cease to weigh as if all the filth of anxiety and fear has been purified by saltwater and staccato breathing I see your hand gripping mine I hear the even pacing of your voice I feel the solid reassurance of your touch would that I always had such tangible clarity 240807 what's it to you? who go blather from