emails o n m little hellos across the globe 100124 ... raze i lost a decade's worth at the old (still functional) sympatico account when the downstairs computer crashed a year or two ago. thousands of emails, many of them almost interminably long, some to and from people no longer in my life, who i will never communicate with again in any form. all gone forever. there's still some leftover frustration, dull as it is at this point. i'm an emotional packrat. i'm not good at throwing things away or letting them go. so maybe that was life's way of forcing me to let a certain collection of things go. you could look at it that way, if you were in that kind of mood. the guy who worked on the computer was at least able to save some of the viagra spam. so it wasn't a total wash. 130321 ... Pilgrim Poof 130321 what's it to you? who go blather from