emails
o n m
little
hellos
across
the
globe
100124
...
raze
i
lost
a
decade's
worth
at
the
old
(
still
functional) sympatico account
when
the
downstairs
computer
crashed
a
year
or
two
ago
. thousands
of
emails,
many
of
them
almost
interminably
long
,
some
to
and
from
people
no
longer
in
my
life
,
who
i
will
never
communicate
with
again
in
any
form
.
all
gone
forever
.
there's
still
some
leftover
frustration
,
dull
as
it
is
at
this
point
.
i'm
an
emotional
packrat.
i'm
not
good
at
throwing
things
away
or
letting
them
go
.
so
maybe
that
was
life's
way
of
forcing
me
to
let
a
certain
collection
of
things
go
.
you
could
look
at
it
that
way
,
if
you
were
in
that
kind
of
mood
.
the
guy
who
worked
on
the
computer
was
at
least
able
to
save
some
of
the
viagra
spam
.
so
it
wasn't
a
total
wash
.
130321
...
Pilgrim
Poof
130321
...
ovenbird
My
parents
send
me
an
email
that
is
meant
for
my
future
self
.
Something
to
tuck
away
for
a
day
I
know
will
come
but
I
never
want
to
face
.
Subject
:
cemetery
--mom
and
dad
And
in
the
body
: payment received
251107
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
