weep lila One day it will not matter that you disappeared and left me unable to reach you I will be able to say that our time together was beautiful that I was glad to know you and let you inside the front door staying in that fantasy where I believed every word you said and it felt like coming home to my real self one day I will be able to say that it was a wonderful experience to hold your soul for a perfect moment and that I was indeed strong enough to hold my own heart above the water line instead today I weep 240229 what's it to you? who go blather from