i've_failed_i've_fallen Piso Mojado i'm flawed and oh so finite oldephebe - despair - 030710 041001 ... unhinged i'm beginning to wonder if i should be institutionalized but you know maybe i did succeed in some measure because i wasn't like this for over a year; i was relatively sober for over a year. but now, there doesn't seem to be much point to being sober. just let this year pass quickly so i can be close to them again. 041001 ... god depends on who you talk to i guess 041002 ... . grace happens 160317 ... unhinged and i climbed back up and i fell i climbed i fell sisyphus 160317 what's it to you? who go blather from