carlos
carlos
my
name
.
not
much
,
just
a
word
.
but
I
answer
to
it
.
It
defines
me
.
Two
syllables
that
make
up
my
existence
. "
You
don't
LOOK
like
a
carlos,"
they
say
,
and
it's
true
,
because
I'm
just
a
lowly
white
boy
.
But
carlos
is
my
name
nonetheless
.
So
you
can
call
me
that
if
you
want
.
Or
just
"
loser
."
020325
...
emmi
thinks
i'm
not
too
young
for
him
.
040420
...
uow
santana
040912
...
.
that
one
the
quiet
one
and
not
so
@ tiems
when
maybe
he
should
have
.
the
smart
one
the
fool
the
lover
the
child
forever
.
051008
...
nom
castaneda
051008
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from