about_him jennifer this is not directed at anyone in particular but rather a collection of someones it seems that I am most happy when the writings are nondescript when they are addressed to no one really but when they become addressed to him I shy away I become more depressed as if some unseen force is pulling me down no matter who the him it still seems to hurt and on another note it seems in the other world the more beautiful are linked with the less and so on and so on 000822 what's it to you? who go blather from