omen lycanthrope if i lost it. that thing you gave me that i slept with under my pillow. it's not that i would take it as a preordained ending. it's just, if it suddenly did, i wouldn't be as surprised. it's just the realization that if something could so innocently be there comforting me, it could just as innocently be gone. i could just as innocently be in tears. 020829 ... cpgurrl here there anywhere. so is the nature of such things. 040715 ... some other place sometimes you have to forgive yourself. and not blame others. 060409 what's it to you? who go blather from