worse_before_better
daxle
He
had
a
pretty
good
talk
going
,
about
metta
(
loving
kindness
)
but
all
I
could
think
about
was
how
hungry
I
was
.
When
I
spaced
out
,
I
didn't
think
about
how
hungry
I
was
.
When
I
was
present
and
either
meditating
or
listening
to
the
talk
,
I
was
tormented
by
my
hunger
and
the
knots
in
my
shoulders
.
Talk
about
being
present
with
your
suffering
...
Another
reminder
that
being
present
is
not
an
instant
ticket
out
of
your
suffering
.
Sometimes
it
gets
worse
before
it
gets
better
.
080801
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from