withdrawl guitar_freak Things that happened to me. 1. I saw a "squirrel" run across a church floor in the middle of a cirlce of my friends. No squirrel. 2. I was watching a movie with my friends and all of the sudden I heard babies crying and an adult man yelling at them to stop. Covering my ears didn't help. 3. One night I was so convinced that I was going to be murdered. Right at my house. A knife through my back. I was so convinced, so paraniod, that I thought that if I yelled for my parents to save me, maybe THEY were the murderers, or already dead. I was literally crying and afraid to sit next to a wall because then they would stab me through the wall. Whatever. I was paraniod. Nothing like parania from weed. shit. 4. Lets see, I shook uncontollably for a month for no reason. Couldn't hold a plate, couldn't write, stuff like that. 5. Ever had a migrane? For two weeks? yeah. 6. Flashbacks? happens all the time. during school, at work, whenever. totally unexpected. 7. cravings. ok this would be where you want to tear off your skin I dunno the point is it sucks. Worth it? Fuck if I know. I haven't been able to see all the good things quite yet. Hell, I haven't been able to see many at all. But I have friends who have and do see good things about it now. At least I have control over myself. 010305 ... anonymouse For 3 days I sat curled up in a corner of the couch sweating, shaking, breathing like every breath was my last. Burning hot to freezing cold again and again. I couldn't see straight I couldn't focus. I saw people's lips moving but i didnt hear anything. I couldn't eat i couldn't sleep I couldn't move. My vision was screwed up I was tearing at my skin because it felt like it was crawling. I was so fucking paranoid. It sucked thank God it is over, never again. 020429 ... lotuseater damn guys... my feeble attempts to kick weed for a few weeks to pass a UA falls short... insomnia and slight edginess.. i am humbled. 031113 ... lotuseater damn guys... my feeble attempts to kick weed for a few weeks to pass a UA falls short... insomnia and slight edginess.. i am humbled. 031113 ... birdmad heroin, late fall 1992, three Really incredibly bad, nauseating painful days followed by three more that felt like having a moderately to not-so-moderately bad flu 031114 what's it to you? who go blather from