morning_blathing
raze
the
strangeness
of
realizing
what
used
to
be
a
loneliness
-fuelled
late
night
drive
has
instead
become
your
proverbial
morning
coffee
and
newspaper.
170625
...
raze
still
.
and
always
.
210902
...
kerry
i
don't
sleep
in
late
anymore
but
when
i
do
check
it
in
the
morning
there's
already
a
whole
string
of
blathes
.
it
confuses
me
.
swapped evening_blathing
for
morning_
and
afternoon_blathing.
there's
something
about
the
morning
that
makes
my
brain
feel
fresh
.
210902
...
raze
it
was
pretty
disorienting
to
not
be
able
to
do
this
for
the
first
time
in
a
fair
few
years
.
it's
good
to
have
a
working
internet
connection
again
.
250424
...
ovenbird
Wandering
onto
red
this
morning
and
finding
that
you
weren't
there
was
like
entering
a
forest
and
noticing
an
eerie
absence
of
birdsong
.
I'm
glad
the
Internet
is
back
!
250424
...
ovenbird
I'm
awake
at
the
unfortunate
hour
of
5
am
,
by
6
am
mom
is
already
up
having
a
shower
,
and
I
have
this
sudden
disorienting
feeling
that
I
need
to
be
up
to
go
to
my
early
morning
highschool orchestra
class
.
Realizing
how
very
far
in
the
past
those
days
are
was
jarring,
to
say
the
least
.
But
being
awake
so
early
means
that
I
can
give
red
a
gentle
shake
and
wake
it
up
into
the
next
day
which
is
not
something
I
get
to
do
in
my
usual timezone
when
I
am
never
the
first
one
here
.
250425
...
epitome of incomprehensibility
Today
because
I
don't
have
morning
tutoring, calloo callay.
And
I
am
going
to
two
things
at
Blue
Metropolis
today
(
a
book
festival
).
Dressed
in
black_and_white
,
not
blue
.
The
white
top
and
black
vest
with
a
plaid
sewn
-on
pocket
are
Rachel's
hand
-me-downs.
The
sun
beaming
at
my
back
through
the
window
is
just
a
little
too
warm
.
I'm
eating
breakfast
and
drinking
mint
tea
.
Life
is
good
,
for
now
.
250425
...
e_o_i
Because
I'm
working
as
a
sign
-up
person
for
the
election
today
.
I'm
all
for
democracy
and
/or
earning
extra
money
,
but
I'm
not
sure
about
this
"
getting
up
early
"
part
.
250428
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from