i_searched_my_notes warmthofrelease I think I'm done with this. it was a great writing exercise, creative outlet, a way to use an unbelievable volume of words that have accumulated from stray thoughts and spontaneous inspirations over the last decade. but there is a finite amount of material to pull from. and I don't want this concept to turn into something that it's not. the process has always been organic, and I've got a lot out of it, but I don't want the art to be lost to the format or to expectations, even if those expectations only come from myself. but it was a good summer project. a good unearthing, and a good use of myself. chronologically: i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_afford i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_care i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_reason i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_compromise i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_inevitable i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_ghost i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_sated i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_clean i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_admit i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_sure i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_sickness i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_home i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_down i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_before i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_weight i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_remember i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_sun i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_heart i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_stay (with_heart_and_stay) (i_searched_my_notes_for_the_thirteenth_step) i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_ugly i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_hope i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_conviction i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_play i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_west i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_rain i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_close i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_walk i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_end i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_hold i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_blood i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_angel i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_done i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_strength i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_wild and alphabetically: i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_admit i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_afford i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_angel i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_before i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_blood i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_care i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_clean i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_close i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_compromise i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_conviction i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_done i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_down i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_end i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_ghost i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_heart i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_hold i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_home i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_hope i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_inevitable i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_play i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_rain i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_reason i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_remember i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_sated i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_sickness i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_stay i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_strength i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_sun i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_sure i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_ugly i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_walk i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_weight i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_west i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_wild (with_heart_and_stay) (i_searched_my_notes_for_the_thirteenth_step) 250928 what's it to you? who go blather from