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warmthofrelease and how much have you saved
how far back does your evil go
and how much have you shared
how much does your ego show
and will we dance and will we fence
and dine in the hall of your ego show

I'm just not used to seeing
anyone younger than me
but I lifted you like an angel
fallen from a christmas_tree
would you be kind enough
to have the strength to stand_your_ground
and quietly remind me that I
was just as lost and just as found

I know the chains of tall young boys
in lazy socks and clean shoes
and I know the chains of running girls
who've got the astronaut blues
but what I don't know is what was won
from poetic guilt
signed in blood
kissing muddy windows
in the long since stolen cities
we once built

(May 2015)
250615
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from