i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_reason warmthofrelease (Soft Targets) blood washes off your conscience seeps its way through my pores and skin so many years later you ask me why I'm still holding skeletons same reason I hold onto the soreness same reason I sleep completely nude it's been a hell of a war to find peace my best hope is that I can outlive you (May 2022) 250610 ... warmthofrelease (I could try to explain but it won't make sense) I was always more of a chess board than I ever was a player winning is nice but I focus on the_bigger_picture I'm not looking for advice because I don't want to be better I already know what I need to know now I wait like floating downriver inevitably on to something bigger the reason why I'm not afraid is exactly the reason why I'm afraid I believe in "god" but belief alone won't lead me astray I won't do anything about it because all I can do is wait I have better things to do along the way I don't need religion and threats of judgment day I've come this far I'll find my own way (January 2022) 250610 ... warmthofrelease (That scheme you travel time through) she finally told me love was not enough that's a good enough reason as any bottom's up just don't ask what's in the cup I'm not so clutch today I'm halfway to the spirit realm find me in the cut indica was a slim lunch just don't ask about dessert or favors flavors range from savory to bitter such is human behavior labor is its own reward best friends you'll ever have are strangers later you'll be wondering how you ever had the time to channel all that anger (April 2021) 250610 what's it to you? who go blather from