i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_close warmthofrelease (Closed for Business(EL TORO)) no one ever really got inside and even if they did I would always be lingering near the back door I'm not afraid to die but I don't need to prove that, or anything else (November 2020) two things we have to live with our circumstances and our choices music...Memphis? the inseparability. I just can't deal with that. I have no will to compromise and no tools to cope. the inability to close the distance the sensation of touch I canNOT stop thinking about you your undivided attention...maybe at first. it's amazing how long that door's been closed. it's amazing the difference between the opportunities you have on first_impression_compared_to_everything_afterward. best I could do ever since was speak to you through the keyhole, slip my hand in through the crack in the window. whatchathinkicouldgiveyou_n_whatchathinkyoucouldgiveme I don't think you're in a position to put yourself into my life so our circumstances and so we make our choice to go, how? (how, you_already_know_youve_always_known) unhealthy (June 2018) the door that never closed is now open these eyes are open, they see night clouds in February from the front yard radiating a hazy fuchsia glowing between the snow and the low like everything was indoors lined with insulation and still ready to steady its pulse ready to last the night these hands are open mortal is the only synonym for love come on let's go in (August 2015) 250827 what's it to you? who go blather from