i_searched_my_notes_for_the_word_conviction warmthofrelease I do feel comfortable when I'm all alone all the time doesn't make it healthy but I'd rather fall back to comfort than rise to health don't want that to be the truth, I say it with no pride justice or conviction and I'm aware that someday it might change but that no matter what I will always have access to this self this form of me, who is alone but that's only_truth more_than_I_expected and maybe less than I deserve and maybe not (April 2015) 250808 what's it to you? who go blather from