curls
raze
you're
one
of
those
good
souls
i
never
spent
much
time
orbiting
around
.
i
only
got
close
enough
to
sense
a
bit
of
the
magic
swirling
around
inside
of
you
.
back
when
you
were
still
tara
and
not
yet
theodore
,
you
came
to
what
was
probably
the
last
meaningful
live
gig
i'll
ever
play
.
i
didn't
know
what
to
do
for
an
encore
.
so
i
improvised. liam
and
dan
held
down
the
low
end
.
i
comped
and
floated
around
in
e
-flat
minor
.
my
fingers
were
as
tired
as
my
mind
felt
by
then
.
i
started
talking
to
pick
up
the
slack.
an
invented
story
about
a
meet_cute
gone
wrong
somehow
turned
into
a
sparring session
with
my
own
brain
.
i
touched
on
the
breakup
album
i'd
just
made
and
the
typo
in
the
lyric booklet
that
burned
my
ass
. rapped
about
resilience
and
the
loss
of
what
looked
like
love
until
the
pancake
makeup
washed
off
. critiqued
my
own
vocal inflections
and
the
unwanted
encroachment
of
empty
syntax
. halfway
through
,
i
was
sure
i'd
lost
the
audience
.
they
didn't
show
up
to
hear
an
almost
uncomfortably
personal
twelve-minute
monologue
set
to
music
.
while
i
was
staring
at
the
piano
keys
,
the
only
movement
i
could
make
out
in
those
grey
garden
chairs
came
from
the
wild
waves
of
your
red
hair
bobbing
and
weaving
.
i
couldn't
hear
you
laughing
.
but
i
could
see
you
were
still
with
me
.
and
that
gave
me
the
courage
to
look
up
and
learn
everyone
else
was
still
there
too
.
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