souls
not now
bodies
041015
...
raze
i
don't
think
there's
a
bearded
man
above
us
and
a
horny
devil
below
. assuming
there
is
a
god
,
i
have
a
hard
time
buying
into
the
myth
of
him
being
this
benevolent benefactor
who
answers
prayers
.
if
he
sees
and
knows
all
,
he
chooses
to
let
a
lot
of
awful
shit
happen
.
at
best
,
he
(
or
she
,
or
it
)
seems
to
be
the
equivalent
of
an
outmatched
website
moderator
who
takes
a
hands
-off approach
while
accepting
credit
for
good
fortune
that
amounts
to
little
more
than
luck
.
but
i've
watched
the
bodies
of
those
who
are
no
longer
living
lose
their
shape
,
and
i'm
sure
it
must
be
more
than
the
simple
scientific
fact
of
death
that
siphons
everything
familiar
from
the
human
form
.
i've
seen
and
heard
and
experienced
things
that
cannot
be
explained.
i've
touched
something
not
of
this
world
and
been
awake
enough
to
feel
it
stir
.
i
don't
know
if
we
go
on
in
some
way
after
our
bodies
stop
breathing
.
i
want
to
believe
that
we
do
.
that
we
aren't
just
flawed
machines
who
were
put
out
to
pasture
after
our
makers deemed
us
unmarketable.
that
we're
more
than
the
sum
of
whatever
fuel
we
find
in
our
harried
hearts
and
minds
.
251028
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
