pavlovian jennifer It used to be That every time I heard That little "knocking" signal On my Yahoo Pager Indicating that someone Had just come online My heart would skip a beat Because it might be you But for now at least Due to "circumstances" It never is Although I still check each time Scroll down to your name It always remains dark So rather than give myself False hope Or a heart murmur I think I will just Disable that feature Since I can't seem to overcome My conditioning My Pavlovian Reaction To the possibility Of you ~isolde 001109 what's it to you? who go blather from