i_have_no_idea_what_im_doing sab but sometimes it turns out well... 040413 ... sab and that not only makes me happy but lets me happily continue the way im figuring it out 040413 ... little wonder but sometimes (read: almost all of the time) I pretend like I do. 040413 ... Syrope it'd be different if i had a happy excuse...a new goal, new love, insurance, somewhere but no i just don't care and somehow the apathy is more painful than giving up 040414 ... mon uow and i don't wanna 050403 what's it to you? who go blather from