self_awareness no reason i just want to fucking turn it down a notch or ten. maybe i'll invest in the emotional_off_switch 030828 ... somenom loud loud loud thoughts and i'm not listening 050601 ... zeke ...i am diffuse dragging point of view around as inference is truth and the random interference of my cognition cannot be separated from the background noise of reality in the onrushing and continual process of the future becoming now that subsumes each moment and i lie untouched and profoundly different than the i that was just here and where do i stop when i am diffuse... 050602 ... alephnaught Self-awareness is not the problem. Self-conciousness is. 050602 ... - - 060906 what's it to you? who go blather from