observatory
not now
again
,
i
was
on
observatory
street
in
the
snow
,
on
the
tracks,
at
night
i
was
looking
for
the
missing
girl
041016
...
not now
i
always
go
to
my
window
and
look
out
sometimes
there
are
police
, arriving
sometimes
there
is
no
one
last
night
i
had
to
wake
up
and
turn
the
lights
on
someday
i'll
stop
dreaming
of
that
house
041016
...
monee
i'm
tired
of
these
moving_dreams
050104
...
mon uow
last
night
050414
...
mon uow
there
were
little
kids
they
said
the
rent
was
cheaper
now
i
was
back
in
my
old
bed
i
walked
downtown
at
midnight
like
then
050414
...
mon uow
and
the
sky
was
the
same
050414
...
nom
and
there
i
was
again
i
thought
i
was
done
060815
...
unhinged
coffeeshop
060815
...
n o m e e
someone
i
know
was
there
,
101223
...
kerry
where
iz
had
her
first
kiss
i
was
jealous
still
am
210803
...
unhinged
transit
center
bus
stop
bus
light
rail
i
lugged
myself
and
my
bags
of
library
books
and
groceries
to
the
empty
back
of
the
bus
and
had
to
scoot
past
a
couple
,
the
man's leg
hanging
out
into
the
aisle
which
he
moved
out
of
my
way
so
i
said
thank
you
and
excuse
me
like
i
was
raised
to
.
as
i
sat
i
could
feel
the
woman's
angry
eyes
on
me
like
i
was
flirting
somehow
. (
i
was
just
being
what
would
be
considered
to
be
polite
in
another
region
thousands
of
miles
away
.
i
refuse
to
let
this
place
steal
my
upbringing
from
me
).
i
avoided
eye
contact
like
i
was
raised
to
do
and
her
gaze
left
me
.
then
the
couple
started
fighting
.
about
his
weed
smoking
.
and
his
lying
.
i
melted
into
the
bus
upholstery
staring
at
a
point
on
the
floor
that
could
only
be
perceived
as
nonthreatening.
i
felt
appalled
at
the
public
display
of
grievances
my
ears
couldn't
help
but
witness
.
but
the
tone
of
the
words
could
have
written
their
own
novel
and
my
childhood
conditioning
disappeared
into
a
head
and
heart
nod.
of
course
he
lied
to
you
honey.
don't
let
him
get
away
with
it
.
210804
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
