flaming_mirror
lostgirl

i unexpectedly awaken from my beautiful dream to the smell of smoke. i am in an unfamiliar place, overwhelmed with fear. chasing the cobwebs of slumber out and welcoming alertness reluctantly, i rise and walk, following the pungent aroma into the hallway and towards the next room. i sense the danger, yet i open the door, certain there must be a fire somewhere inside. instead i see an empty room, dark in the moonless night despite the open window. there is no fire here. there isn’t even a hint of smoke to be seen, yet the smell lingers. the only thing i see is an ornately framed mirror hanging haphazardly on the wall. i’m perplexed, yet i am drawn to it like a rusty nail to a magnet.

as my gaze meets the reflection, the air around it begins to crackle, rippling with heat. i look in the mirror, and see my reflection as i know it for just a split second. suddenly, the image in the mirror blurs, and is no longer a likeness to me. the frame around the mirror begins to smolder. i do not recognize the person i see now. confused, yet so, so curious, i see a hand beckoning to me from within as if in invitation.

to what? to where?

the temptation is tremendous. i start to reach.

for what? for where?

and then it becomes crystal clear:

i am my thoughts and my thoughts are reaching for me. i am my words and my words are reaching for me.

a feather of a touch to the surface of the glass suddenly fractures the reflection into a spider web of fissures. it is not representative of danger, or even of bad luck. it is beautiful, a colorful mosaic; with each fragment of glass taking on an image of infinite possibilities. of hope. of color. of love. of joy. of what can be. of whole new worlds to create.

i suddenly realize that this is my chance. as the mirror catches fire, the flames reach the ceiling, furiously brightening the room. there is no longer a sense of risk. there is no fear. there is only optimism. i smash through, grabbing onto the hand, expecting the glass to shred my flesh in the process. but it does not. and when i look back, the mirror is a smooth surface of reflective glass once more. and i realize i am through it. i’m on the other side looking out, showing my reflection to the empty room. this is me. i am myself. with my thoughts and my words. we are one. instead of reaching for it, i’m part of all of it. the hope. the color. the joy. the love.
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carabella and when i check my look
i remember
how it was to be a stranger
to myself
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epitome of incomprehensibility This is beautiful. When I started reading it, I wondered who the author was, thinking it'd just been written. 211230
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e_o_i So, like beautiful_buried_red_blathes, except just uncovered. 211230
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