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birdmad volumes, litanies
things spoken and
things still held secret

in razor-fine script and painted_in_ashes these things are written on me

peacock plumage traded in for shimmering night
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birdmad fever dreams as judges

somewhere on an old papyrus, Anubis weighs my heart on his scale
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sab i dont believe
i have to carry my mistakes
for eternity


[gitane demon]
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dries&hardens everytime i try to forget

and i end up with scattered droppings of guilt

goose shit smeared on my knees and a stench i can't cover up
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
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