tears silentbob Drying Tears on Blue Bedsheets by me I'm going to run and hide to the places where i don't exist keep everything i have inside til i can find the best time to get it out black clouds surrounded by grey lightning emotion takes vacations to points of extremes and everything i say sounds the same who wants to open the door? write littl ekmart valentine notes but don't sign them, don't every sign them an autograph's worth a thousand words and every letter makes me cry going off on a depressin binge til all i wanna do is die if i ever meant anything to anyone an ounce as much as the way they meant to me i'd love to hear all about it and expell confusion permanently 010128 ... birdmad lost ...in rain 010128 ... twiggie glass 010129 ... unhinged what do you call these tears stravinsky? what do they mean if music is purely mathematical? this feeling, for that's surely what it is, pouring out of my body. the low note of the organ resonating in my soul. the picture of mount fuiji that akira showed me. the pitch of recalling memory sweet and tearful. 010325 ... dean-bean I forgot how to cry for the longest time. I found it though. Match-girls with burnt fingers lying in the snow. You know Lester wasn't lying: There is so much beauty in this world. And sometimes it hits me all at once and I'll start to cry. 010402 ... Aimee I cried so many tears last night. They just came out after I hung up the phone. I sat there shaking from it. I locked my door and didn't want to let anyone in.... I shouldn't have. That is, till my roommate came home 011020 ... Miffey I never cry anymore. I haven't since I lost you. 020228 ... chanaka i feel like i am losing myself with every drop. what has happened to me? why do these tears come? my past self never would have done this, thought like this. maybe i am finally losing my grip on my personality. i keep catching on something, like a sweater catches on a naii. why can't i be happy? am i not good enough to recieve rewards? all i get are failing grades, silent phones. my hair is in my eyes, obscuring the pain i see. 020301 ... distorted tendencies Salt and water. -Would it burn if I poured salt in my eyes?- Because it burns to cry. 020302 ... Alvarny With every drop, I found myself. It hurts, I know, but the pain is mine, proudly mine. When I lost the ability to cry, I know that a part of me has died. I wanted to cry, and was denied... 050325 ... tender_square "i experience my tears as a well-earned triumph, whether they're driven by loss or fullness; they're the sign of the inner work i've done to feel things deeply." —rob brezsny 221206 what's it to you? who go blather from