resolutions
Raina I will be stronger, and write more 020102
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pilgrim I resolve to make none 020102
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sarpedon Second that.

Write more, and let my words
Stand on their own.
020104
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silentbob Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can¡¦t move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can¡¦t breathe
And I hope someone will help me this time
And your mother¡¦s still calling you insane
And I swear that it¡¦s different this time
And you tell her you give in to the demons that possess her and that god never
blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
Crawl back into bed to dream of a time when your heart was open wide
And you loved things just because
Like the sick and the dying
And sometimes when you¡¦re on
You¡¦re really fucking on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you¡¦ll fight and you¡¦ll make it through
You¡¦ll fake it if you have to
And you¡¦ll show up for work with a smile
And you¡¦ll be better
And you¡¦ll be smarter
And more grown up and a better daughter or son
And a real good friend
And you¡¦ll be awake
You¡¦ll be alert
You¡¦ll be positive though it hurts
And you¡¦ll laugh and embrace all your friends
And you¡¦ll be a real good listener
You¡¦ll be honest
You¡¦ll be brave
You¡¦ll be handsome and you¡¦ll be beautiful
You¡¦ll be happy

Your ship may be coming in
You¡¦re weak but not giving in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below
And your ship may be coming in
You¡¦re weak but not giving in
And you¡¦ll fight it
You¡¦ll go out fighting all of them¡K.


better son/daughter by Rilo_kiley
030311
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amy re-solutions.

everybody has them. everybody's hooked in, in my humbled opinion.


"shock to the heart, and you're to blame, baby, you give love a bad name!"
-heard at an Orbital concert.
040211
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Cicero you will not find a way
to explain away me
I am always here
and always there
because we are each other
And we love so much it hurts.

sorry, life is not a series of resolutions
otherwise this would be resolved
041004
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epitome of incomprehensibility 1. I will not set foot in a plane in 2024.

2. I will learn to drive.

3. I will finish the first draft of a certain novel that I've been working on for ages. Dammit Janet, I will.

4. I will figure out whatever the hell I'm doing in September. Or stumble into it. I should be doing something, provided I'm alive to do it.

5. I will make lists that end in 5 things instead of 4 things because 4 things seem incomplete somehow. There, done already. I win lists!
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