conversation stupidpunkgirl strange conversation brings confusion to mind not sure of anything bringing up thoughts of the past that hurt unsure of everything staying away trying not to get hurt again 010205 ... star* oh don't you see, boy? that it must not of meant to be that maybe the distance wasn't the problem? oh now, don't worry about me i'll be fine breakdowns are becoming routine so go on with your life and do what you want not like we had a commitment anyways... 010205 ... silentbob driving around with tanya listening to radiohead talking about girls and boys and kids wishing they were older, and the elderly wishing they were younger. she smokes, and i mope. Both equally damaging to the body and the soul. 010215 ... chanaka wow...what a conversation we had last night. anything that starts with "i can't believe i'm telling you this, but..." will always be interesting. it's funny how one little conversation can change things so much, and yet not change a thing. there is no awkwardness, no hesitation. but i have this feeling in the pit of my stomach. i don't know what to do. i can't sleep, it's hard to concentrate, and i am worrying. i need to find a ride to the airport, but i can't. does this mean that it's not meant to be, or that i'm not trying hard enough? someone tell me, please. i am trying to decide if it was the conversation that fucked it up, or just me. 010215 ... project2501 If I wanted a conversation, I'd talk to you. 030425 ... meep we are not having a conversation we are having monologues, masturbating to our own narcissistic angst 060609 ... gja Is hard to get hard for when it is with yourself. 130122 ... epitome of incomprehensibility Radio: Vladimir Putin... provocative acts... Sister: Provocative? ...Vladimir Putin posted a naked photo of himself on the Internet, that's it. Very provocative. Brother: That would be good. Sister (laughing): Are you sure you are perfectly linear? Brother (shoots laser beams from his eyes): ...So that people can laugh at him. Do not mock the Arthurian legends. Sister: We have lactose-free yogurt? Brother: You got it. Sister: I have accomplished something? Brother: No. 140908 ... raze i don't know whose voice i was hearing, but i was listening to the radio when i heard someone for whom english was a second or third language say, "conversation is a way of making space for words to arrive." that's just it, isn't it? 211029 what's it to you? who go blather from