i_want_to_be_held_alone kyree I want to be held. But I want to be alone. I'll hold myself between two pillows. And.. I am sick of hearing, 'I'm so proud of you. You're so brave'. --normally I'd love hearing that. But, if I was so brave.. it wouldn't have happened in the first place. If I was so brave I would have left before I even knew I needed to. If I was so brave, I would have never loved you. 050617 ... a chaotic gift to idealism if you were so brave then this would be realized. if it were realized then there we be no need for reminders. 050617 ... kyree what? 050617 ... AeonFlummox nevermind. 050617 ... misstree i_want_to_be_held alone i want to be seen and cherished and shone at so that we're glimmering moving sculptures in the dark 050618 what's it to you? who go blather from