become_pletely
h|s|g
to
be
completely
honest
with
myself
even
if
that
means
retracing
my
assumptions
and
premises
to
uncomfortablevels
in
order
to
arrive
at
something
sustainable
.
110102
...
lostgirl
either
you're
in
or
you're
out
.
make_up_your_mind
110103
...
perfectly_chaotic
I
have
become_pletely
whole
.
With
the
New
Year
I
was
asked
to
look
back
through
rough
times
.
Stirring
up
emotional
motion
.
Today
I
looked
further
into
it
and
realized
how
far
I
have
come
.
But
I
would
not
want
to
forget
how
I
got
here
,
would
not
want
to
forget
the
pain
which
is
still
out
there
or
how
to
relate
to
it
all
.
It
is
important
to
be
able
to
look_at_the_entire_picture
.
110103
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from