writhes
typhoid
i
scream
in
the
dark
looking
for
something
to
say
how
much
you
mean
to
me
..
all
my
years
and
all
my
tears
soaked
into
the
ground
and
merciless
goodbyes
the
things
i
think
i'm
doing
to
myself
to
show
how
much
i
care
..
but
i
can't
show
anything
.
just
do
..
i'm
lost
now
without
you
though
i
think
i
still
will
every
day
think
about
you
.
and
dream
.
i've
already
lost
perfection
.
what
else
is
there
to
loose
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from